have you ever wanted something so bad,
but it is so far out of reach?
dreamed a wild dream,
but reality is you are so incredibly far from it?
have you pushed yourself so far,
but realized both ends won't meet?
literally... I have pushed myself to limits I never thought I could defy,
but it is so incredibly frustrating.
You would think that if you are pushing yourself to be a better person, or working on bettering relationships, or literally just trying to be better than you were the day before.. that things would just work out.
Maybe they will in time,
but I'm sick of waiting.
I really truly am.