I think often times the friends we feel closest to are the friendships that are struggling the most.
We miss them.. so we think of them often.
We hope they are doing well.. because we don't know for sure..
I don't know, maybe sometimes we think about them in hopes that they in return will think about us.
That some part of them will start caring more than we remember.
Sometimes you just hope that on your 19th birthday one of your best friends in the world... would simply wish you a happy birthday.
and sometimes that just might be too much to ask for..
cause the world gets busy. lives get crazy..
but sometimes we just have that strand of hope.