maybe i'm just a little too scared to know how you feel about me.

I've been trying to stay positive..

you know.. making a new blog haha, 

trying to stay out with negative,

in with the optimism.

But sometimes I realize how dang tiring it is.

Truly, draining.

how alone you can feel at times.

Used, forgotten, unworthy.

Realizing how much you mean to someone,

and how much more you wish you meant.

but I reminisce on these feelings over the past weeks that I've felt..

and just have to tell myself that I can be something more.

"And no, we don't know where it will lead. 

We just know there's something much bigger than any of us here."-- steve jobs.

You live and you learn,

you fall to get back up,

and you find those along the way that will help you no matter what.

Don't waste time on those that you have to prove to that you are good enough.

You are you, and unless someone see's that you are worth it, don't waste your time.

Only compete to be better than yourself.

"Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life."--steve jobs.