you want to know what's on my mind?

alright, here it is.

the fact that the best friend I could ever be blessed with, is leaving soon.

That there is a possibility that he'll leave before I get back from Ecuador.

Which means goodbye could come in 45 short days. 

Don't get me wrong, I know a mission is for him.. and I'm so happy for him.. truly.

But this sucks. 

You know when you feel like you have nobody.. that you are absolutely alone, with not a soul to turn to?

Well that's where I was, when he walked in.

He has become the ultimate best friend I could ever ask for. 

Seriously a miracle.

Of course he has been there for majority of my growing up years, but not like this.

He is a blessing I could never say thank you enough for.

I know he's going to be a killer missionary..

but ahh.

I'm freaking out people.